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Brendan
by ~RedRoseandWhiteLies
Chapter 13“I’m not going to some stupid clinic,” I spat at Calvin who had just handed me a brochure to some stupid teens’ depression clinic. I’m not a basket case.  
“I’m sick of you and your attitude! You’re not okay! Just try it!”  “Whatever,” I said getting up and moving slowly up the stairs. I got into my car and cranked the volume up on the stereo so loud that the entire car shook. It was an old jeep that my friend Eric from school had been selling. You know the kind that didn’t necessarily have windows or even a roof. And it was the most obnoxious color blue in the world. It wa Chapter 13
by ~RedRoseandWhiteLies
For My BabyYour sneakers lie on the floor  The lock fastened on the door  And you're not pushing me like he did  Which make me love you more.   
You're not lusting like he did  And I'm acting like a kid  But your whispering in my ear  About my friends and how we hid.   
And I'm smiling 'cause I have to  And the happiness we feel is past due  And I'm not regretting for a second  About how I left him for you.   
You text me at 3 just to see if i'm awake  My miseries you take  And tell me that you love me  Forgetting every mistake.   
You're the first to hug For My Baby
by ~RedRoseandWhiteLies
Chapter 12Dinner wasn’t awkward or anything. I mean other than the fact that everyone seemed to know Cody had the hots for me and kept looking at us and smiling and the other fact that Pierce refused to even speak during dinner. Pierce took the little kids up to bed soon after dinner and all those over the age of 13 went into the basement to watch The Ring.  Of course, it wasn’t until I took one step down those stairs did I realize how much this was going to hurt. “Ow!” I practically screamed as I got up out of my wheelchair that they put me in as not to rip out any of the stitches that now covered my entire body. &nb Chapter 12
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HIIII THERE!

Wed Mar 19, 2008, 9:52 AM
  • Mood: Zest
  • Listening to: Something Corporate
  • Drinking: diet coke!
okay so update sweeties!!!

my and the boyfriend broke up and yeah that caused alot of drama but....

his friend that i like likes me back! and yeah we cant date yet but we're going too.

and i'm not officially on the shortest break ever created. which bites but whatever.

and so now my siblinghood of the 4 muskateers are coming over tonight!! (aka my X kyle, brian my crush, and my best friend ali) cuz were all like best friends now.

and now me and ali are gonna go make brian's birthday cake!!


happy easter guys! i'll be in pitt for the next 3 days but i'm taking the laptop.

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  • Current Residence: Philidelphia Area
  • Interests: photography and poetry
  • Favourite band or musician: Paramore, Jack's Mannequin, Something Corporate
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: Salvador Dahli
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Andy Worhol
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~purplexy54 Apr 9, 2009, 2:30:54 PM
Today Is Bestfriend Day.
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

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Send this rose to everyone you care about!

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Hello, you've reached me but you'll never catch me alive
Leave me a message I'll be gone all through the night.

When you face the sun, you will not see the shadow.
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~UltraSpill Jul 17, 2008, 6:30:09 PM
Thanks so much for the kind comment. I read some of your poetry and it blew me away. I hope you stick with it.
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~RedRoseandWhiteLies Jul 18, 2008, 9:15:38 PM
i havent been writting much lately. i see little reason. i'm mostly emotionless.

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-- You're one step closer to a mental institution and i'm one foot behind a nuclear reaction.
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~phoenix-flame117 Feb 15, 2008, 2:12:34 AM
It's not only that, you just seem so blind to what really is going on with me. There's really nothing I can look forward to right now because of this shit hole place I live in. Besides, I've drawn my conclusions, and the reason why I what I do is for a temporary suicide. Taking me away from what I have to live with. With nothing or no one to live for but myself. And inevitably, the suicide will be permanant. Not my life in this city, but my existance. Lose what you have, lose everything you had hopes for. And when you run around with nothing to do, no one to live for but yourself, you'll start to think "Now I know what it's like." But for me, it wasn't given up, it was taken away.And no matter what redeeming deeds I do, I just never get back even a fraction of what was taken from me. And what YOU have to do, is to accept that how this place really is treating me. As my philosophy goes about this place, the individuals are the ones who have to suffer. If you wanna be well off, you have to give up your uniqness and be like everyone else.

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Live everyday as if it was your last
Don't regret you're choices
But learn from the bad choices
You've made
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~RedRoseandWhiteLies Feb 20, 2008, 3:12:16 PM
Uniqueness is what keeps me alive where I am. I refuse to EVER become what i was and what everyone else is. sure, things arent perfect and not everything has changed in my life, but thats just me. I apologize for misunderstanding, but maybe its time for a new city.

I know I'll be out of here when i can. But for now, I'm alive and I'm living and thats all i need

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-- You're one step closer to a mental institution and i'm one foot behind a nuclear reaction.
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~phoenix-flame117 Feb 22, 2008, 1:32:49 PM
Let's just hope you don't get suck down a chain of misfortuning events that will prevent you from leaving. And if you wanna know what happens, well, take one good look at me then.

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Live everyday as if it was your last
Don't regret you're choices
But learn from the bad choices
You've made
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~phoenix-flame117 Jan 3, 2008, 9:56:09 PM
Just because you're life is ann fine and dandy that doesn't mean everyone elses is. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR WORLD! Because you don't seem to be apart of the world that lives with reality.

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Live everyday as if it was your last
Don't regret you're choices
But learn from the bad choices
You've made
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~phoenix-flame117 Jul 12, 2007, 12:06:28 PM
dA keeps deleting my buddies >_< This happening to you?

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Live everyday as if it was your last
Don't regret you're choices
But learn from the bad choices
You've made
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~RedRoseandWhiteLies Jul 12, 2007, 6:03:26 PM
yeah haha

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-- You're one step closer to a mental institution and i'm one foot behind a nuclear reaction.
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~phoenix-flame117 Jul 12, 2007, 9:13:40 PM
shoot. they keep telling me i have 30 unviewed deviations but i really have 18

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Live everyday as if it was your last
Don't regret you're choices
But learn from the bad choices
You've made
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